Today I got the decent news that I have to be in the boot at least until August 11th
Today I got the bad news that I am most likely going to have to have another surgery
I can't get over that once again I was right and the training staff and doctors were all wrong. I'm so frustrated right now. Turns out the bump on my foot that was supposedly scar tissue was in fact my button/screw that I have been trying to convince them of for the past 3-4 weeks. The Dr. said they can't remove it until my bones heal with the suture which means in 3-4 or possibly even 6 months I will be going under the knife for the 6th time in my life to try and get myself healthy.
I can't help but lay here tonight and ask myself if I really want to keep putting myself through this both physically and emotionally. I'm almost to a breaking point. I love training, I love throwing, and most of all I love competing but every athlete comes to a point in their life where they have to decide if the sacrifice is worth it. I guess in a few months I'll be able to let you know if that scrifice is going to continue or be a faded memory.
Until then, I'm going to follow my heart and let God continue to lead me where He wants me in life and try not to complain or grumble to much (Phil 2:14)
Psalm 20:1-5 -
May the LORD answer you when you are in distress; may the name of the God of Jacob protect you.
May he send you help from the sanctuary and grant you support from Zion.
May he remember all your sacrifices and accept your burnt offerings.
May he give you the desire of your heart and make all your plans succeed.
May we shout for joy over your victory and lift up our banners in the name of our God.
May the LORD grant all your requests.
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