...50 feet...say what

I've been busting my butt at OSMC working on this new rehab program with Sara and Chad. Anything you could imagine doing with a swiss ball they have me doing it. I think I can see a difference in the strength in both my shoulders but especially my right. I dont know if the rehab is actually helping or if I am just gaining more confidence in my body but I have been dropping some bombs in practice this past Monday. I threw over 50 feet from a full without fouling. That's 2 feet over my PR. My body is so broken yet somehow, must be a God thing, I am still able to compete at a decent level. We are looking at one more day of practice and one more day of rehab before I decide my fate on Tuesday with Dr. Hinkin. I can't believe it but I saw my name on the spring break trip travel list and I can't tell you how fast all the passion and emotion over the past 3 years overwhelmed me. I want it to so bad. I want to show the world that I'm not going to give up and that I'm going to do KSU and even Coach Fritz proud. Most of all I'm so excited to be able to do my form of worship although it's not quite like how'd I'd want it to feel it's still allowing me to connect on a personal basis with God and give him the Glory in everyday I gain that step closer to completely my goals. If you were to ask me this very moment what my decision is going to be on Tuesday I would for sure say that I'm going to try my hardest to make it through this season and then have the surgery in the summer. I can say this right now and feel not only confident in it but know that people are going to stand behind and beside me with my decision and try to help me make it happen!

I feel so blessed when I look around and see all these people pulling for me in my corner.