HOPE
After lacing up the Nike's, putting on my belt, and putting on my glove I realized that I needed to sit and be still for a moment and thank my God for another day of getting to do what I love. I could feel His presence around me, I could feel His strength inside of me, and I could feel the hope He has placed inside of me. I ended up sitting in awe for a while at this and as I finally stepped into the ring I felt a peace over me. It was like God's hand was holding me closer than He's ever held me before. I had an exceptional day of throwing, by God's grace. I went 18 meters with the 16 lb weight. Coach Fritz pulled me aside and told me that he sees the possibility of me having a chance at indoor conference. As exciting as this is, all I go do was be sidetracked and thinking about whether that's in God's plan. I told coach that it sounded great and that I'm going to work extra hard but it's not in my control.
PERSEVERANCE
As I walked into the weight room today all I could do is feel my body ache. I hopped onto the bike and tried for 30 minutes to warm up and get loose. It just wasn't happening, I finally gave up and decided to just get after and start my workout. It was then that I realized that the weight-room truly is my sanctuary. It's where all the hard work work begins in the off season and continues to be used throughout the season. I absolutely love it. It was then that I turned my mind from the aches and pains to the worship of the one who is making this all possible. As soon as I did that I jumped up in weight, I became more focused, and had the feeling of wanting it more than I ever have before.
LOVE
This semester wouldn't be what it's been if it wasn't for a group of friends that God has placed in my life. They have brought me so much encouragement in my walk with Christ. Last night I heard a knocking on my door and it was then that I realized just how truly blessed I really am. Collin, Eric, and Shalin came over and brought me a card filled with notes from the group, candy, and coffee mug to lift my spirits. I cannot thank God enough for knowing that these three people could bring a smile to my face when I wasn't sure if I could even walk up the stairs. It is a night I will never forget. As we talked about all that is happening, how God has been speaking to us, how God is using us, and how He has changed our lives I could do nothing but feel His presence in the room. I am in awe of all that God is doing in our lives and the love He is continuing to pour out over us.

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