Progress

• Today was a started out as a typical Monday but ended with some great revelations. .

  
  

  I got back to Manhattan early this morning for weights and then went to Ahearn to start the busy schedule of rehab for the day. When I got there Nobu hadn't even written up my rehab and if that isn't frustrating enough I later found out that Fritz had went hunting this morning which is why he didn't want to start doing my turning progression in the hammer....frustrating....

  
  

  But when I came back for afternoon rehab we ended up going up to the track and working on some running and change in direction function activities! How Exciting Is That! Plus Nobu also let me do some turns under Fritz's supervision and it felt really good while doing it... afterwards not so much but hey it's a start and I'll take it!

  
  
  After my workouts I was sitting in the training room and was struggling cause I could feel myself getting sore from all the stuff we did...Plus it had dawned upon me that I had been in the training room for a total of 4 hours and was getting frustrated and very bored.
  
  

• So I pulled up my bible app and John 5:17 popped up

• “My father is always at his work and I too am working.”

  • It was then that I realized that when I ask God what He's doing his answer will always be "I am working" .... even though I may not see it right now, I know I will see it in the future because He is faithful...

    
    
    and I realized that It's ok to be frustrated with God...He can take it. ... I mean look at Mary and Martha they were frustrated with JC when He didn't heal their bro... he didn't scold Thomas when he doubted Him over and over again. He gave him what he needed to believe.
    
    

  • God allows me to be frsutrated with him! how cool is that... and I think it will allow our relationship to get stronger from it in the end

    
    

  • Just because I'm frustrated doesn't mean I don't trust Him it means I don't understand what He's doing at the moment, but someday I know I will

    
    
    I'm excited to see what this week brings especially now that we are in the testing phase to see if I can tolerate the pain...
    
    
    Regardless of the outcome of the next two weeks of testing I know that MY GOD IS FAITHFUL