The Shot

Wednesday, I got the steroid shots. I laid on a table under a x-ray machine for an hour as they tried to insert the needle into my joint between my first and second metatarsal. I would also like to add that they could not get the numbing injection to work, which meant I felt every bit of it. As they injected the steroid the lady goes, it's going to sting, then burn, and then feel as if we just hit your foot with a hammer... Awesome...As I laid there enduring this, all I could think about was how this seems to be an endless circle in my life. For once I think I can honestly say I think God is tugging at my heart and saying to potentially take some time off. I have a 6 week break and I figure I'm going to just let God do His thing in my heart and go from there. I'm not going to question Him or even try to come up with my own intentions. It's my time to rest, list, and then be obedient. I just hope that this shot works so I don't have to go through another surgery or consider giving up my passion for good.