Ridiculous

PRELIMS

Warms Up Knocked Them Dead

47 foot throw to start it off... ok!

Fouled 50 foot throw... get it next time

Fouled 49 foot throw....do work in finals

FINALS

Warmups caught my rhythm

Fouled 49 foot throw... tried to hit it to hard, reversed late and landed on the lip of the shot put ring... felt my foot crunch and pop. Currently in a boot with a 2 mm separation between my first and second metatarsal. Still going to try and throw today out in Tempe, AZ... I sure hope this is the right decision.

I have laid in my hotel room, found places to seclude myself, and just be alone with God. I have never cried this much in my whole life in comparison to this past week. All I can do is pray that God has a reason for this and that everything will start to go in my favor. I just feel like he is trying to strip my sport away from me for no apparent reason. All I want is a reason, it doesn't have to be a good explanation or a long drawn out reason... I just need a glimpse at why I'm having to go through all this. I don't know how much more I can handle.